Unexpected blessings are always a grand gift and an unbelievable surprise.
I recently read in a couple of places this week the scripture
Matthew 17:20
You don't have enough faith," Jesus told them. "I tell you the truth, if you had faith even as small as a mustard seed, you could say to this mountain, 'Move from here to there,' and it would move. Nothing would be impossible
To have Faith .... How you ask . When things turn out not like you plan. When you need advise from someone and there no longer here. There suddenly taken away with no warning. You can't wrap your head or your whole life around it. Till one day you feel different. Something inside deep in your heart you never felt before this intense.
Eight months after my daughter passed I was still numb. Didn't really show any sign of yay or nay of emotions I kept them hidden. I figured it's my grief I didn't want to share it . Even how strange that sounds that's how I coped. On no special evening I went to bed early. I was exhausted. I feel asleep quickly . I thought I woke but I was in a dream I was looking at myself sleeping but I wasn't. I was with Summer . We were having the best time talking laughing . There was a beautiful sense of peace and euphoria around us. A light so bright. I started coughing like I couldn't breathe. I was looking down on myself still asleep. Summer was still there I reached for her hand but we couldn't quite reach each other. She didn't talk out loud but I heard her. She said GO HAVE A HAPPY LIFE..
I reached again to grab for her. She didn't do anything but smile. She said again it's ok go I'm watching everything. Its going to be alright. I then slowly woke totaling drained and in shock and grateful for this miraculous experience I just had. The Love I felt that night was surpass the deepest and unconditional Love I've ever experienced. So yes I have Faith greater than a mustard seed and I do know that anythings possible. 🙏🏻 Amen.
I recently read in a couple of places this week the scripture
Matthew 17:20
You don't have enough faith," Jesus told them. "I tell you the truth, if you had faith even as small as a mustard seed, you could say to this mountain, 'Move from here to there,' and it would move. Nothing would be impossible
To have Faith .... How you ask . When things turn out not like you plan. When you need advise from someone and there no longer here. There suddenly taken away with no warning. You can't wrap your head or your whole life around it. Till one day you feel different. Something inside deep in your heart you never felt before this intense.
Eight months after my daughter passed I was still numb. Didn't really show any sign of yay or nay of emotions I kept them hidden. I figured it's my grief I didn't want to share it . Even how strange that sounds that's how I coped. On no special evening I went to bed early. I was exhausted. I feel asleep quickly . I thought I woke but I was in a dream I was looking at myself sleeping but I wasn't. I was with Summer . We were having the best time talking laughing . There was a beautiful sense of peace and euphoria around us. A light so bright. I started coughing like I couldn't breathe. I was looking down on myself still asleep. Summer was still there I reached for her hand but we couldn't quite reach each other. She didn't talk out loud but I heard her. She said GO HAVE A HAPPY LIFE..
I reached again to grab for her. She didn't do anything but smile. She said again it's ok go I'm watching everything. Its going to be alright. I then slowly woke totaling drained and in shock and grateful for this miraculous experience I just had. The Love I felt that night was surpass the deepest and unconditional Love I've ever experienced. So yes I have Faith greater than a mustard seed and I do know that anythings possible. 🙏🏻 Amen.
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