Just turn around I"ll be There
Where do I begin. I'm writing a book a story not different than this blog. The stories of my life now after my Daughter has left in Spirit and the changes that has transpired.
I lot has changed in a lot of different ways a missing person that use to lead the comic relief in this sometimes dull family. The constant drama good or not so good in a humorous way. It all just stopped one day. I guess its like a habit you can't stop. You want it back so bad you'll do anything, but then the day comes when your habit become real and the reality sinks in to escape you stop thinking about it and not dwell on it.
Loving signs that are sent from above are encouragement for the ones left to Keep going and find yourself and Divine LOVE>.
My journey so far has amazed and opened my eyes to a whole new possibility to another side of life. The loving side of life. The unjudgemental side of Spirit. What we have that so many people are not seeing is a unconditional love from above that is always with us. Protecting us guiding us living our lives with us.
The subtle signs they are near. One morning I was down depressed and not feeling well. I went to my Daughters house to check on it. I change the light bulbs or just make sure it hasn't been bothered.
I was moving a couple of small boxes out of the way and came across a Brittany Spears CD one of Summers old favorites. I left and took it with me. I popped it in the cd player in the jeep. The first song that I heard was the lyrics Just turn around and I'll be there.
I then went over to my mothers Willow was over there Summers 4year old daughter. I had a package of Princesses Lip smackers to give her from Easter. I left there to the cemetery to take Summer a Ceramic Hello Kitty to put on her headstone. Now remember these three things. One the Brittany Spears cd and two the Lip smackers I gave Willow and three the Hello Kitty I took to the cemetery.
The next day I went walking in the park. My usual route I walk about a mile or so usually the same way every time. When I started I have an older iPod I alway turn it on and put in the earbuds and I'm off. I turned it on and it was quiet I thought maybe the volume was down or it was dead but then a song came on extra loud. Just turn around and Ill be there blaring in my ears. The same song from the Cd.
Confused of how in the world that song came on my iPod I just looked up and said thank you. Then on my last lap I turned off my usual path because of some ladies and a stroller in front of me when I did I passed something pink on the ground I stopped went over in the grass and looked OMGGG!!!
It was a Hello Kitty Lip Smacker!!!!!! Just like I gave Willow and just like the Hello Kitty I took to the cemetery the previous day. Gods gift to me that day was to let a Mother know her daughter received her gift and to let her know [Just Turn Around I'll be there].
I lot has changed in a lot of different ways a missing person that use to lead the comic relief in this sometimes dull family. The constant drama good or not so good in a humorous way. It all just stopped one day. I guess its like a habit you can't stop. You want it back so bad you'll do anything, but then the day comes when your habit become real and the reality sinks in to escape you stop thinking about it and not dwell on it.
Loving signs that are sent from above are encouragement for the ones left to Keep going and find yourself and Divine LOVE>.
My journey so far has amazed and opened my eyes to a whole new possibility to another side of life. The loving side of life. The unjudgemental side of Spirit. What we have that so many people are not seeing is a unconditional love from above that is always with us. Protecting us guiding us living our lives with us.
The subtle signs they are near. One morning I was down depressed and not feeling well. I went to my Daughters house to check on it. I change the light bulbs or just make sure it hasn't been bothered.
I was moving a couple of small boxes out of the way and came across a Brittany Spears CD one of Summers old favorites. I left and took it with me. I popped it in the cd player in the jeep. The first song that I heard was the lyrics Just turn around and I'll be there.
I then went over to my mothers Willow was over there Summers 4year old daughter. I had a package of Princesses Lip smackers to give her from Easter. I left there to the cemetery to take Summer a Ceramic Hello Kitty to put on her headstone. Now remember these three things. One the Brittany Spears cd and two the Lip smackers I gave Willow and three the Hello Kitty I took to the cemetery.
The next day I went walking in the park. My usual route I walk about a mile or so usually the same way every time. When I started I have an older iPod I alway turn it on and put in the earbuds and I'm off. I turned it on and it was quiet I thought maybe the volume was down or it was dead but then a song came on extra loud. Just turn around and Ill be there blaring in my ears. The same song from the Cd.
Confused of how in the world that song came on my iPod I just looked up and said thank you. Then on my last lap I turned off my usual path because of some ladies and a stroller in front of me when I did I passed something pink on the ground I stopped went over in the grass and looked OMGGG!!!
It was a Hello Kitty Lip Smacker!!!!!! Just like I gave Willow and just like the Hello Kitty I took to the cemetery the previous day. Gods gift to me that day was to let a Mother know her daughter received her gift and to let her know [Just Turn Around I'll be there].
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