Lost Page

This is a lost page I wrote for my Book.  I found it on my phone. I have a book a story of my life and my daughter Summer who  passed to Spirit  4 years ago.  I have given it out to some friends and family members, but haven’t officially announced it to the public. I guess I am now. On August 31 Summers Birthday I will introduce it to everyone . Well here’s the page that was omitted from the book by my absent mindness
   
 AUGUST 2, 2017

August the hottest month and the longest it seems.  We all can’t wait for it to get warm again right around March but when it does we are all hoping for cooler weather right after we said that. The end of summer and a start of a new chapter in a lot of kids lives.  School begins mom to rejoice in the dreaded but maybe not at first routine to kick in. I was part of the club for many many years. I struggle kids to get up. To keep going and go to bed. Now it’s quiet. Where did life go. Probably a lot of parents out there say that. When it’s your life experiences is always different.

Summers life had  just begun like mine had ended, not literally ended of course but seems like a big part of the best part of life. I was looking forward to see what life will bring her.
   Life  changes in a direction that in one million years no one could even fathom. I am not knowledgeable enough to understand the reason why she is not here to enjoy it with us. I or we don’t need to know. Faith and trust and pixie dust a Peter Pan reference. Shelby’s Summer’s  sister knows well. Faith in God and believe that all you need to reason it all out for the best. My wisdom is limited and I can only see part of the big picture but someday will make sense.
  Gods gift to us is his guidance  and reassurance that we are taking care of. My life may have changed paths differently than I thought but we don’t necessarily choose our paths . We do have free will. If we stay close to God with our faith our paths are secure.

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